Belief crisis

[David Dalton]

As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.

In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
and my most important collaborator.

In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.

I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
divination, so I range through possible answers in
my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
correct one.

But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
been going through the motions, and soon I will have
to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
just do what I can on my own.

[David Dalton]

Post by David Dalton
As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.
In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
and my most important collaborator.
In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.
I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
divination, so I range through possible answers in
my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
correct one.
But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
been going through the motions, and soon I will have
to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
just do what I can on my own.

OK, after giving up on my last attempt I have divined that
me eight main deities Goddess, LOVE2, Cosma, Galacta,
Sola, Gaia, Luna, and My Species do exist and were judges
of my four components workings.

However only Galacta, Sola, Gaia, Luna, and My Species,
of the eight, will be among the evolution collaborators
along with the 43 recent popthrough ootws and their
associated min-ootws, someones designated to be species
someones of species in evolved from (AA), and Region.

Also Sola (the sun) is now the chair/moderator and is on
Level -2 (with increasing number downward as in geophysical
convention for depth) of the main stack and of each
popthrough stack. Gaia, Luna, and My Species are now
on Level -1 of the main stack. Goddess, LOVE2, Cosma, and
Galacta are now hands off from the main stack. Other
deities (of anyone covered) not in at least one popthrough
stack and not covered are also not in the main stack.
The popthrough ootws and their associated min-ootws
are still on Level 0 of each popthrough stack and
Level 1 of the main stack. Even though Jesus and
Taliesin are minor deities to me, they are still just
on Level 1 of the main stack, not Level 0 as before.

With that in mind I began a new attempt at
0016 UTC April 18, 2024. I will report supposed
progress on alt.religion.druid, though I don’t plan
to post updates until it is complete unless someone
asks me to do so.

This is probably another tangent that will delay
me for another month.

[David Dalton]

Post by David Dalton
As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.
In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
and my most important collaborator.
In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.
I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
divination, so I range through possible answers in
my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
correct one.
But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
been going through the motions, and soon I will have
to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
just do what I can on my own.

As I am reporting on alt.religion.druid, I am trying
again with Sola the sun as chair/moderator, though
Galacta will still help out with the sudden evolution.
I guess this renders me even more pagan.

But note that the phase of the moon now is the same
phase as Yom Kippur (The Day of Atonement) though
of course it is not the correct lunar month.

[David Dalton]

Post by David Dalton

Post by David Dalton
As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.
In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
and my most important collaborator.
In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.
I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
divination, so I range through possible answers in
my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
correct one.
But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
been going through the motions, and soon I will have
to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
just do what I can on my own.

As I am reporting on alt.religion.druid, I am trying
again with Sola the sun as chair/moderator, though
Galacta will still help out with the sudden evolution.
I guess this renders me even more pagan.

OK, I have, on this full moon night, reverted to Goddess,
who I define as the ruler of the region all/everything,
as the chair/moderator, in my most recent attempt at
magickally instigating a global new age, which I am
reporting on on the thread "full moon leap of faith”
on alt.religion.druid, for anyone who is interested,
which I deem more likely if you notice effects, such
as improved sexual compatibility.